17 Aug 2007
so i used to have a bunch of stuff on an account i had with Blogger.com but.. i hvant accessed that for like.. i dunno, a year or so and now all the blogs on that account are gone. But oddly enough i can still sign in to that account?? ... wtf man.. for real. I had some chill stuff on there that i was going to copy+paste onto here and share with you all.. but i cant if its not FKn there.
Okay.. nevermind i found it.. wrong username hahahaha
So heres the first of the things from my old ass blog that i will share with you all. If you like this.. then let me know and maybe i'll continue to share more things that i have from there...
The First One here is from an Untitled Post... a little rap if you will..
"yo i dont need no hocus pocus, cause im responsible, i keep my shit focused, so know this, if u hatin u can blow this, cause u a bitch and i think u think bogus, i make many friends, if they say "bone us" , well thats cool , to me thats just a bonus, now i aint the type to get all serious, relationships make a person go delirious, got u distracted from the things that really matter, think bout love and if u got any fatter, well that er be the type of shit that leads u to stress, leads u to anger and arguement none the less, but i confess , sometimes u get those feelings but the end is still a mess, so sit back take a breath, study for ur tests, save the emotion for when u can have domestic devotion, like after u get that degree, well thats my connotation, of how to deal with that kinda shit you facin"
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This Second One here is from Jan 13, 2006 aat.. 11:53pm
"I step into the blackness and find myself caught in the middle of a void, the same way a word can be lost in a riddle, or a missing note on the old mans fiddle. Little makes sense in this mysterious environment. Is it a loop or a missing link in time or space? As i lay down upon nothing i began to think, "is this as far as i can go? is there nothing more i can do?" No that cant be it, because no matter what the restraints, possibilities still exist. They may be hard to accomplish, may even seem futile in the wake of attempt, but believing that you can is power enough. The will to fight, the mind frame that will not accept failure, these create the essence of what is known as potential energy. Those who have any basic knowledge of physics know that potential energy can easily become kinetic energy with a push in the right direction. That was the realization that instilled within me Motivation. And i discovered that the void in which i was stuck was really my own mind. Not a missing link in time or space...but a missing thought."
THis Third post from Oct 23, 2005... i'll only post 2 parts.. and the 2nd is only cause i thought it was funny...
"im not a man of lies , i tend to thoroughly analyze, and yes i have a romantic side, still though, the time just flies, the years go by, and now i have to ask myself why, why do i search and what will i find, when i sift through the jumbled junk in my mind, sometimes i cant see even though im not blind, thats just a common curse dispersed upon man kind"
"friday comes after long awaited anticipation, my imagination ran wild while the weekend was a while away. now that its friday i take a nap, now its saturday, i go for a ride and come back, now its sunday, its sorta fun nay, how the weekend goes fast like spendin mun nay, my last day free and i look outside, what the fuck... it aint even sun nay, 50 degrees out cold with a wind chill that you'll feel for hours, its in ur mind, its in ur spine, i guess its fine, cause now its mun day, and as long as u on campus and u see the ladies with they indicaties poppin thru they tight shirts, what a flirt, that shits hot like those skimpy flirty skirts on a windy day, and then i turn around and to my dismay, a fatty girl oh so nasty just ruined mah mun day"
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Filtered Perception [6-24-06]
"The world i live in is different than yours. Everyones is. Because the world you live in changes with the way you percieve it. All along, people have been trying to change their world in the wrong ways. War, pushing your opinions and views on others, government, etc. If you really want to change the world, you filter what you subject your mind to, and you will see it the way you want. But don't let this go to your head that you are a God in your own world, some things may not be influenced this way. For instance, love, you can not get someones love and affection through manifestation, but you can filter out pain and negative emotions. Notice it is a Filter, meaning you can take things away but you cant create things with this tool. I live in a world full of joy and beauty. It's nice to be happy all the time."
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Lost [7-23-06]
"They say home is where the heart is.
My heart is still missing.
In a time I cannot remember,
I thought I found it.But I was mistaken.
Anger. No. Frustration floods my being.
Having to listen to my soul cry. Day in and day out.
The years have passed and at astonishing rates,
where minutes seem like hours.
I found myself searching.
I'm searching, but it's so hard.
It all sounded simple enough.
Except when your mind is out in space.
Your body can't function right, in this kind of daze."
mmmk.. thats it for today
Okay.. nevermind i found it.. wrong username hahahaha
So heres the first of the things from my old ass blog that i will share with you all. If you like this.. then let me know and maybe i'll continue to share more things that i have from there...
The First One here is from an Untitled Post... a little rap if you will..
"yo i dont need no hocus pocus, cause im responsible, i keep my shit focused, so know this, if u hatin u can blow this, cause u a bitch and i think u think bogus, i make many friends, if they say "bone us" , well thats cool , to me thats just a bonus, now i aint the type to get all serious, relationships make a person go delirious, got u distracted from the things that really matter, think bout love and if u got any fatter, well that er be the type of shit that leads u to stress, leads u to anger and arguement none the less, but i confess , sometimes u get those feelings but the end is still a mess, so sit back take a breath, study for ur tests, save the emotion for when u can have domestic devotion, like after u get that degree, well thats my connotation, of how to deal with that kinda shit you facin"
=-=-=-=-=-0=-0=-0=-0=0=-0=-=-=-=-0=-0=-0=-0=-=-=-=-0=-0=-0=-0=-=-=-=-=-=-
This Second One here is from Jan 13, 2006 aat.. 11:53pm
"I step into the blackness and find myself caught in the middle of a void, the same way a word can be lost in a riddle, or a missing note on the old mans fiddle. Little makes sense in this mysterious environment. Is it a loop or a missing link in time or space? As i lay down upon nothing i began to think, "is this as far as i can go? is there nothing more i can do?" No that cant be it, because no matter what the restraints, possibilities still exist. They may be hard to accomplish, may even seem futile in the wake of attempt, but believing that you can is power enough. The will to fight, the mind frame that will not accept failure, these create the essence of what is known as potential energy. Those who have any basic knowledge of physics know that potential energy can easily become kinetic energy with a push in the right direction. That was the realization that instilled within me Motivation. And i discovered that the void in which i was stuck was really my own mind. Not a missing link in time or space...but a missing thought."
THis Third post from Oct 23, 2005... i'll only post 2 parts.. and the 2nd is only cause i thought it was funny...
"im not a man of lies , i tend to thoroughly analyze, and yes i have a romantic side, still though, the time just flies, the years go by, and now i have to ask myself why, why do i search and what will i find, when i sift through the jumbled junk in my mind, sometimes i cant see even though im not blind, thats just a common curse dispersed upon man kind"
"friday comes after long awaited anticipation, my imagination ran wild while the weekend was a while away. now that its friday i take a nap, now its saturday, i go for a ride and come back, now its sunday, its sorta fun nay, how the weekend goes fast like spendin mun nay, my last day free and i look outside, what the fuck... it aint even sun nay, 50 degrees out cold with a wind chill that you'll feel for hours, its in ur mind, its in ur spine, i guess its fine, cause now its mun day, and as long as u on campus and u see the ladies with they indicaties poppin thru they tight shirts, what a flirt, that shits hot like those skimpy flirty skirts on a windy day, and then i turn around and to my dismay, a fatty girl oh so nasty just ruined mah mun day"
-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+
Filtered Perception [6-24-06]
"The world i live in is different than yours. Everyones is. Because the world you live in changes with the way you percieve it. All along, people have been trying to change their world in the wrong ways. War, pushing your opinions and views on others, government, etc. If you really want to change the world, you filter what you subject your mind to, and you will see it the way you want. But don't let this go to your head that you are a God in your own world, some things may not be influenced this way. For instance, love, you can not get someones love and affection through manifestation, but you can filter out pain and negative emotions. Notice it is a Filter, meaning you can take things away but you cant create things with this tool. I live in a world full of joy and beauty. It's nice to be happy all the time."
+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
Lost [7-23-06]
"They say home is where the heart is.
My heart is still missing.
In a time I cannot remember,
I thought I found it.But I was mistaken.
Anger. No. Frustration floods my being.
Having to listen to my soul cry. Day in and day out.
The years have passed and at astonishing rates,
where minutes seem like hours.
I found myself searching.
I'm searching, but it's so hard.
It all sounded simple enough.
Except when your mind is out in space.
Your body can't function right, in this kind of daze."
mmmk.. thats it for today
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