It felt so assuring last night when she popped out of nowhere to tell me to go sleep. She said it the very sweet way. I miss it so much! It shows that she still has me in her heart. It shows that she still cares. It made me feel so good, I was finally able to sleep happily.
Although the saddest part was... we couldn't say "I love you". :(

I hope it goes on like this. She's always gonna be the one I love, although she can't love me back and have to focus on herself before loving me back again.
I just hope everything I see from her isn't bad. If they look bad, I just hope they were illusions, as she told me that I shouldn't take everything she does badly. I gotta believe her. I have faith. I'm the most faithful. I won't be selfish for her, and I hope she won't be selfish either, because she explained to me what would make her selfish.

I really hope she keeps her words. Because I take every words of her at heart.
I'll always love you Shiena.