Access?

To all of you who can't access my blog, you'll have to bypass a security which is blocking access to any website containing sexual contents.
The sexual contents in here are in the ads... Sometimes you see a girl with big boobs in her underwear. I don't control those ads here. So... :P
My sweet girl is so gonna kill me if I were the one putting those ads on purpose hahaha...

New love

Speaking of sweet girl, yes, I've found a girl I'm reserving in my heart. I thought of being in a sort of stand by but screw it. It was a fake or simply a confusing stand by. Screw it, I just couldn't resist the seduction from her.
Ahhh this new relation is so amazing when I look at it... I don't know if I'm being tricked by one of her universe's wishes hahaha just kidding... :P But I'll keep the stories of how we met just for ourselves. All I want to say here is that... I LIKE HER SO MUUUCH! She's kind, understanding, soft, so lovely, cute, can be funny, such a sexy voice she has too, ahhhh... I'll keep recording myself talking to her, or even make a part of my videos for her. :) Such a strong feeling I have... I haven't had such a strong feeling before, of being so close to someone even when I don't always see that person.

Shiena, you are the new essence of my life...

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Helping my mom living her hard life

One year later after the big car accident, my mom lost support from her job, so she no longer receives some amount of money... Very recently, she was about to lose support from the freaking "SAAQ" insurance (they help paying medical services for her). For fuck sake, we kept paying that insurance and this is how they treat my mom?! She had a spectacular car accident and she was about to get better and better (still not over yet), even doctors are pissed at SAAQ, they said it may be time for COURT if SAAQ still wanna make such a fag decision. Because they still need to give my mom many treatments.

Work / One of my organization affected

Lost my favorite teammates... And reasons were being hidden or covered with lies...
Only 2 or 3 teammates remaining for me before I totally lose moral to stay. But... things turn out to be different. I resigned by myself faster than ever expected, leaving others shocked and by not even letting them know why I resigned. I let them swim in the mystery about myself. After all, I'm known to be mysterious among people anyway.

Anyway... Losing many of my teammates made me quiet and I almost seem absent to everyone although I was always there. I had to help my mom out by then, so I told them all about it and I was counting on them to find someone else to take my spot. It was a deal we agreed for. After 2 weeks, I was accessing my organization's website to get as much news as possible, which is giving me positive signs about my absence to the group. Until the day of meeting has come closer as expected, I was about to mentally prepare my speeches about my return, giving some updates, etc... (Not using notes). But right before it, I received a call from a faithful teammate who was observing things closer. What I saw on the website was a false positive. My prepared speech turned out to be negative. Took me one night to think about what to do, what decision to make. Seriously, my decision at first was to get back but... Changed. RESIGNED. Why? Because they didn't follow the deal I made with them, which led me to have so much "dept" (not money but works) on so many parts of the organization. Screw it, bye bye.
They went like "Whhhyyy!" and I was like "This is too tough for me to handle"... and they were like "Hohoho really?! We doubt about it from what we know about you."... THAT'S when I realized I couldn't lie. Yes I'm being told by CERTAIN observers that I was the best in the organization. I never knew it was spreading everywhere... Which made me think they must have had weekly conferences, which is something no one would know except trainers and people like that. HAH! F*ck that, I'm not gonna stay. Best or not, I leave.

Back to nocturnal life.
And a bit more free time.

AsianGround

I've been working on the updates. Check it out once I'm done.
I'm also working on AG toolbar that I was testing for months. I'm starting to have a huge faith on that tool. So I'll end up release it to public.

Youtube

Nothing new. Still working on "Suddenly Psycho" for NPB way series. I mean, it's done but... I need to add the classic bleep and other little editings.

I'm currently drunk from drinking too much holland beers too fast... I forgot the name of those beers haha. They were in 500mL cans... Sexy. And when I accidentally drink too fast, it's dripping over my body. Ahhh beer smell...
Anyway...
See you around AG!