Oh this is my 2nd blog post from the same day just to leave one more thing...

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And about my love life (again), to whoever thinks I should just leave Shiena for good just because it's now her true face, you guys are wrong. There are conditions around us that would make us different from time to time with the level of stress and patience we can absorb. Other than that, we can improve ourselves, learn more, discover more, have more experiences, etc.
She's the same person to me... she's just different because of her condition... and I, myself, feel different from my current condition as well. She was never "fake at first and then true face after". No! She has always been HERSELF. She has always been SINCERE, HONEST, OPEN, ETC. Like I said, it's the whole conditions around us that could sort of change us whether it's from school, work, home, etc (all combined). But those are not PERMANENT CHANGES. We can get back happy. The positive side is... We still love each other even more than the strong brightness of the sun. We just focus strongly on ourselves until we get back together, but this time, all well equipped together. Her, on herself, me, on myself and on my "almost handicapped" nerves damaged mom... We won't worry about each other for the moment. Maybe just as... special faithful close friends... We just keep ourselves FAITHFUL and PURE. No misadventure like I said. Only ourselves improving!

My mom's case won't last for years... I have feelings that it shouldn't be too long... It's been already over 2 years wasn't it? What's long is the wannabe end of the world (2012)... Worse, when I'll be 26 where I've been predicted as "Successful man". Hey isn't that weird? The prediction also said I'll be helping my parents a lot, which is kind of... what's happening in a way, isn't it? And nothing was mentionned about love years... :S
They couldn't predict further than that though. All what was predicted about love life was how extremely romantic our relation will be and how the described wife fits perfectly Shiena... and I really hope it is her... If it's not her, then it must be someone who looks too much like her... :(
And somehow my ambition is flaming for success... But I hope that success is way sooner than that please... :( *I'm demanding too much am I? :(*

I HOPE LIGHTS WILL ENLIGHTEN OUR PATHS AND REUNITE US BACK TOGETHER!
Just a little announcement: Whoever dares to kiss and do anything to Shiena will have me face them one day because my memory and hatred can live long against enemies. Take Marcus Yves as an example. And I'll just ban Shiena off my life since she was weak there.
So let's just hope none of that will happen. Because I'm excited to either live a good life, or kill those who ruined it. Pleasure on both side. Angel or Evil, whoever will win the future of my fate.