Syndication28 May 2009 - 03:00:03 pm
The beginning of intensive days...
6:30 AM - At house, breakfast in the morning, not feeling sleepy: Coffee yogurt, humpty dumpty ring chips, peanuts covered with wasabi and nesquick chocolate.
I woke up and washed my hair, ate breakfast, and here I am, typing in Wordpad and Notepad since I feel like wanting to start writing down how I feel, on my intense days.
I'm not used to wake up early although it was like this 5 months ago, just not as intense as now. 5 months ago was the moment when I was sleeping at 1 AM all the time since that was the most late I could ever sleep to not feel too tired later on in the day.
As I've met the best person ever in my life, until now, I feel like I'm gonna miss the moments so much, those moments where I was always sleeping so late in order to stay with her. I write this down even though I'm still gonna see that person every night (until she gets busy herself at night) and revive those moments during weekends. I write this down because of how much I'm still gonna miss those moments. Right before every sleep, I always hear the sound of skype closing communication. I always have to unlaze myself and I would usually close my laptop to put it on my computer chair before falling asleep very quickly. But before jumping back on my bed to fall asleep very quickly, I was always used to see the clock way passed 5 in the morning. On my last sleep, just before the sleep, hearing the usual skype noise as the last thing before every sleep made me feel sooo sad that time as I was not used to say good night so early to my love one... Especially when I just saw that it was 2:54 AM while I was placing my laptop on the chair... Usually, at that time, me and her would still be having fun talking together while we're both still fully awake. I'm gonna miss that moment so much... I miss her voice already even right after we said good night. I miss her already... So much... My pretty love.
7:15 AM - Heading to class.
Out of nowhere, I use the laptop in the public transport but no one cares hopefully, except my wallpaper which draws so much attention (the Audi R8 with few modifications). I've read something that didn't really give me much mood to walk forward... But I'm not gonna give up. I will definitely reply when I'll be at school for network.
8:45 AM - Class skipped, reply sent.
I already knew all the notions told in the class. I walked out of class and rather try to solve something important to my heart.
9:00 AM - Just as I wished...
I got the reply back right away and I became a happy young man.
My mood is getting back fine as I'm assured everything is alright. Phew! What I wanted to prove was revised and accepted. Hehe.
1:30 PM - Fast food!
McDonald again! And then I feel tired. Sleepy. Sleepy sleepy... I can sleep somewhere but where.
3:00 PM - Schedule?
Everyday except Wednesday afternoon, from 8 AM to 4-5 PM. Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday after 5:30 PM, busy, until 10 PM.
That's the new change so far. There might be even better change later where I can have shorter schedules (which will make me happy).
= = =
Girlfriend with faith.
When I don't have anything too important to think of (such as works, notions, the nature calls, etc), I just keep having my love in my mind. She's my new life essence, the big source of motivation to lead my plan of future to success. She's officially the only person who makes me have such a strong feeling I've never had before. Even to the point I could have big fear and tears falling my eyes. Isn't that surprising for a guy known as "fearless" to finally be having a big fear? I can finally feel a strong love from someone. I can finally get to understand the one I love, since she's so open. It definitely makes me wanna return the favor to give my everything to her. I love her so much. I love you... Shiena.
I woke up and washed my hair, ate breakfast, and here I am, typing in Wordpad and Notepad since I feel like wanting to start writing down how I feel, on my intense days.
I'm not used to wake up early although it was like this 5 months ago, just not as intense as now. 5 months ago was the moment when I was sleeping at 1 AM all the time since that was the most late I could ever sleep to not feel too tired later on in the day.
As I've met the best person ever in my life, until now, I feel like I'm gonna miss the moments so much, those moments where I was always sleeping so late in order to stay with her. I write this down even though I'm still gonna see that person every night (until she gets busy herself at night) and revive those moments during weekends. I write this down because of how much I'm still gonna miss those moments. Right before every sleep, I always hear the sound of skype closing communication. I always have to unlaze myself and I would usually close my laptop to put it on my computer chair before falling asleep very quickly. But before jumping back on my bed to fall asleep very quickly, I was always used to see the clock way passed 5 in the morning. On my last sleep, just before the sleep, hearing the usual skype noise as the last thing before every sleep made me feel sooo sad that time as I was not used to say good night so early to my love one... Especially when I just saw that it was 2:54 AM while I was placing my laptop on the chair... Usually, at that time, me and her would still be having fun talking together while we're both still fully awake. I'm gonna miss that moment so much... I miss her voice already even right after we said good night. I miss her already... So much... My pretty love.
7:15 AM - Heading to class.
Out of nowhere, I use the laptop in the public transport but no one cares hopefully, except my wallpaper which draws so much attention (the Audi R8 with few modifications). I've read something that didn't really give me much mood to walk forward... But I'm not gonna give up. I will definitely reply when I'll be at school for network.
8:45 AM - Class skipped, reply sent.
I already knew all the notions told in the class. I walked out of class and rather try to solve something important to my heart.
9:00 AM - Just as I wished...
I got the reply back right away and I became a happy young man.
My mood is getting back fine as I'm assured everything is alright. Phew! What I wanted to prove was revised and accepted. Hehe.
1:30 PM - Fast food!
McDonald again! And then I feel tired. Sleepy. Sleepy sleepy... I can sleep somewhere but where.
3:00 PM - Schedule?
Everyday except Wednesday afternoon, from 8 AM to 4-5 PM. Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday after 5:30 PM, busy, until 10 PM.
That's the new change so far. There might be even better change later where I can have shorter schedules (which will make me happy).
= = =
Girlfriend with faith.
When I don't have anything too important to think of (such as works, notions, the nature calls, etc), I just keep having my love in my mind. She's my new life essence, the big source of motivation to lead my plan of future to success. She's officially the only person who makes me have such a strong feeling I've never had before. Even to the point I could have big fear and tears falling my eyes. Isn't that surprising for a guy known as "fearless" to finally be having a big fear? I can finally feel a strong love from someone. I can finally get to understand the one I love, since she's so open. It definitely makes me wanna return the favor to give my everything to her. I love her so much. I love you... Shiena.
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